Why does it always rain on me?

I’ve got this fascination with women I can’t have. They may be “above my league”, unavailable, or whatever. The thing is, these women drive me crazy. Granted, I’ve never gotten any of these women. I’ve come close with some but never quite got there. There’s a saying that goes something like: “aim at the sun and you may nor reach it but your arrow will go further that it would have had you aim at something on the same level as you”. I can vouch for t hat. It’s happened to me on a number of occasions.

There are lots of chicks that want me but I’m just not interested. A lot of them are really hot but they just don’t do it for me.

The vicious cycle continues. I’m crazy about this chick called Charlene. She’s a friend of a friend. I met her a couple of months ago but then she just didn’t do it for me. Since then I’ve seen her 4 or 5 times and each time she’s always looked better than the last.

A whole bunch of us spent a weekend at a Cybil’s holiday house and she was there. This time she was so hot she would have given a dog a bone. The crap thing is that she’s recently started seeing this guy. He’s in the British Army or something like that and from what I hear, he’s a machine. And to add salt to the wound, she’s also planning to go work in the UK next year.

I do have a couple of months to before that happens. And judging from what happened last weekend, she enjoys being around me. I’m gonna see her in 2 weeks time but in the meantime, I must just keep the communication going.

Call me crazy if you will but I honestly can’t help myself. I think I’m the kind of guy that deserves the kind of women I don’t deserve…